I fucking hate boys, they lie so much.
i honestly dont understand why they want or need to fuck one girl just to get a piece of ass when they say they like one and are talking to one girl and they know that they could get it from that one.

u get what im trying to say? i know its prolly wrote all crazy, but thats be caz im really pissed off and i cant think. but it isnt so much that im mad, its that it kinda makes me feel bad.

I guess that im not good enough for anyone so Ill just keep to myself from now on.

Bye

well im still in nc, and im fixing to go to a cookout at my aunts. but i gotta go .... ill write later .... <3



Josh I miss you <3

sorry i havnt updated in a few days Ive been side tracked. and sick. but anyways,.... heres my week so far...

monday was a little lazy
tuesday i slept all day from mondays fun
wednesday got up and talked to kendra a while and then went to get my dads truck and follow him home.
thursday. sat home all day and did nothing bc i was sleeping and arguing with my fuckin x.

oh yeah and i talked to josh .......i love that kid.

and Mir and Tony are dating now.

and Kendra and Tc are dating too but i forgot to tell you all that the other day....

this is fucking crazy this damn site dont know how to tell time...lol

Im sitting here chillin at my grammys while my dad sleeps his hang over off........

ok i got here friday and that night i went to uncg ( University of Nc Greensboro ) and we were supposto be partying there but it was foolish ..... so we left and went back to Donnies to get the car, and then went to Cromer's house and we got even more shitty.... then passed out at some time or another.....

then yesterday me dad and jess went to eat n then we went to take showers and get ready to go to nikkis so we could party there but when we got there there wasnt ne one there so we left and me jess cromer dad susie and some andy guy went to In Zone in kernersville ( bum fuck ) and me and jess were dd's so they all got WASTED....... no seriously i really mean FUCKING WASTED..... and we had to get a hotel bc we couldnt get home ...they puked in Cromers grandmothers car and susie was passed the fuck out in the camaro... uhhhg yeah but i dont remember what else i was gonna say sooo when i remember ill tell ya .......lol later

I love my joshy clark.....

lol


anyways, this morning i had to go to a parent teacher conference with my little brother and i found out that the teacher that we were having the meeting with is full of shit....

and now im here at school sitting in 2nd period with Josh and Ryan so i guess that is ok ..... hehe

Im kinda missing being with ryan right about now but i dont wanna go back and get hurt again ..... and he dont want me anymore i dont think ..... but Im confused ...someone shoot me in the face please.

oh yeah and i burnt my mouth on pizza last night so now my mouth hurts ...... and Matt called me from Tjs and woke me up from a dead sleep ..... i was pissed ....

GAWWWD.....